I decided that I'm finally going to post something. It'll most likely be the longest thing in the world since I'm home alone and I'm not tired, whatsoever. :) Honestly I'm only doing this to occupy my time because I'm scared. But here it goes. In the past few months things have been pretty good, and also pretty bad. I'll start with my house situation. I hate it. Okay, I don't hate it but we haven't had the best of luck living here. Our landlord is probably the worst person alive. He just sucks. It's terrible to say but I don't even care, he's the worst. One of the rooms in the basement has mold and that's why Erin had to move out, and we got a new girl, Sienna. That turned out just as poorly. She moved out without any notice, I literally worked a double and when I got home my roommates told me she had moved out. Cool. Also, she's pregnant. Even cooler! ....She needs to get her life together. Anyways, enough of that. Now we're dealing with a landlord who doesn't want to help us, and we're on our THIRD roommate for that room. Honestly, I just want to move out. I hate it here, It's not that I hate my roommates, because I don't, but this house is just too old. It's a very frustrating situtation. There is soooo much that's happened I couldn't write about it all if I tried, we'll just say things aren't great and leave it at that.
Also, in September I started my job at Tres Hombres. Erin is a hostess there and she got me the job which was awesome of her. I loooove working there. It's great that I can spend so many hours there and actually enjoy it. It would suck to work that many hours at a job I hated. I'm not saying that it's always good though becasuse sometimes I get angry, but for the most part I love it. I really love everyone I work with. I love the mexicans. For real, they are happy. It's a nice change, they like to sing the songs that come on the radio, they dance around, and they laugh. I like when people laugh, it makes me happy. The only thing I hate is that we have a "uniform" we have to wear. It makes me look like a lesbian and I can't stand it. Like really? I could look way cuter if you guys just let me wear my own clothes. Hahahaha I'm not kidding.
Next on the list is school. Last semester I only went part time because I couldn't afford to go full time which sucked pretty bad. I cried for days when I found out I wouldn't have enough to pay for it. (I realize I'm a cry baby.) It's pathetic but I feel like a low life for going part-time. When people ask if I'm in school I say yes but I really feel like I'm not. Or I felt that way anyways. I don't know why I feel like that's such an embarrassing thing, but I do. I mean i'm doing a lot better than most of the kids I know, I actually moved out on my own, I pay for everything, and I'm attending college at an acutal university. I mean I have a lot to be proud of but at the same time I still don't know what I'm going to major in, and even if I do decide, it'll be something easy because I'm not smart enough to get a technical degree. Whatever, that's what I get for never caring about an education until now. It's not all my fault though, Cedar City schools are just a joke. I mean middle school? What the hell was that? And Canyon View? Biggest joke of a high school, I mean come on. Whatever though, there aren't that many options for Cedar City, I'm just glad I made it out of there before I was married at 18 with two kids by 20. That's what everyone down there is really into it seems like. Anyways, back to the subject of school. Next semester I'm going to take a spanish class that I'm really excited about. I'm hoping that because I took 3 years of spanish in high school and because now I work with mexicans who are constantly speaking spanish around me i'll be able to pick it up faster. hahah, I don't know though, we'll just have to see. :) And then my other two classes are going to be health and diversity, which is supposed to be easy, and then a statistics class. Both of which Kyle are in. It's a bonus because he can help me in them, and because I'll be working so much I feel like it'll be some of the only time I'll get to spend with him during the days. So it'll be nice. :)
Now onto Kyle. Things with us have been going pretty good. We don't fight as much which is always a great thing, we really have started getting down to the root issues that cause problems. It's turning out great and I'm really happy with how things are turning out. I seriously love him so much, I don't know what I'd be doing if I didn't have him. Sounds a little pathetic, but I'm just grateful for him.
Eh, I have so much more to say but I think i'll just head to bed and catch up later if I feel it necessary. Tomorrow I don't work and I think I'll go shopping and clean the house. That's what my life has resorted to. It'll be nice to spend some time alone though. I am never alone, like for real. Looking forward to what tomorrow will bring.
PS I'll post some pictures that I took with my new camera too.
Xoxo,
Alexa
