My life lately has been stressful. School isn't going the way I want it, and neither is life. But that's life, right? Well the best part about being stressed is having someone there to calm you down, or help you out. I feel like I have the best friends and family that would help me do anything in the world if I really needed it. Needless to say, I'm missing my friends.
Gabby Mucci, she's just the greatest friend. She moved out of Cedar City my junior year and we're still best friends. I know that I can count on Gabby for anything in the world. She's my go-to girl. I tell her all my stories about life whether they're sad, happy, scary, or exciting and she's always there to share my same emotions. I don't know what i'd do if I couldn't count on her. I know we don't talk everyday but we still are close despite that. I love Gabby.
Jamie Lambert, she's the funnest girl I know. Any time you go out with her it's guaranteed fun, even if we do something as stupid as watch movies all night. We first bonded over all the crap talking we did on everyone in high school. But I know if it wasn't for everything that we did to keep ourselves entertained in such a stupid school I wouldn't have survived it. I know that if Jamie was coming to class we were going to laugh until the teacher yelled at us. Besides all the fun we have she's honestly a great friend. I mean, what friend let's their friend take their car the whole time they're in town? Jamie is the best girl and I love how outgoing she is. I'm so glad I met her, I love her to death.
Holly Hvidsten, I don't even know where i'd be without Holly. She motivates me to do everything good in life. She's been there through thick and thin with Brianne and I. We have the best memories together. I wouldn't have survived high school without her and I definitely wouldn't have made it to college without her. The only thing that sucks is that now we live four hours away. I miss having her always around, always having someone to talk to. She honestly is the best friend anyone could ask for. She's always willing to help people out. That's why I love holly. She's all around the best.
Brianne, my other half. I love her more than anyone in this world. We argue so much more now that we're in college but I can always rely on her to vent my crazy views. She's the one that i'd tell anything to and if I had to choose between her and anyone in the entire universe i'd choose her in a heartbeat. I can't imagine seperating from her even though everyone thinks that's the best idea for us. (MOM) I love that I have a twin sister, I love that I always have someone to talk to, and I love Brianne. We get each others jokes and with so much as a nudge we can understand what the other is trying to convey. I wouldn't change that for anything.
Kyle Zortman, my world. I admire how much Kyle does for me. He tutors me in math, he talks me through everything, he provokes my happiness, and he has my whole heart. He's a genius, he's hardworking, and he's all mine. I'd do anything for Kyle. I know that if I never would have met him my whole entire life would have turned out differently. But I'm perfectly content with the way it is now because I know i've never been happier to have someone like him in my life. I know we can make it through anything and I love that he makes me feel like aything is possible. It's so crazy to think that I found someone so important to me only in high school. I love Kyle so much. I only hope I'm giving him back everything he gives me.
Tasha Poitevint, she's definitely the dramatic one in the family but that's what I love about her. No matter what she does in her life, she does it big. Tasha laughs and smiles more than any person I know... even if it is just at herself. Her dance moves are out of this world, if you've seen them or "the one" you know what I'm talking about. She's a beautiful person inside and out and without her our family wouldn't be complete. Ever since I was younger she's had that mother attitude. She's always concerned about everyones elses safety and that's how you know she cares. She has the sweetest little boys in the whole world and she's the best mother I've ever seen. Luke and Joe are lucky to have such great parents in their life.
Nicole Shannon, the listener. She listens to everyone's drama/stories and can tolerate more than anyone else in the fam. I love talking to Nicole, she remembers the stories you tell her and can name check every single one of my friends. That's my favorite thing about her. I know because she listens that she cares. Without Nicole I don't know where I'd be. She is easy going and hardworking. I'm envious of where Nicole is at in her life. I only hope when I'm older that I can be half the person she is today. I love her more than anything, and I'm glad she's my big sister.
My mother, the provider. She's there to offer her advice when you need it, and she's always there to support you. My favorite thing about my mother is the fact that she raised all of us girls not only on her own, but open to discussion of any kind. She made it so no topic was uncomfortable, she really made it so that we were best friends. She was never controlling about our curfew or what we wanted to do. She trusted us and I think that's what helped our relationship more than anything. I'm confortable telling my mom things that I know other kids would never dream of talking about. I love that my mom is supportive and I'm proud of the things she's accomplished in her life despite some of the circumstances she's been in. I know I could never have done what my mom did and that's one of the many reasons I love her so much.
I know there are so many more people left that I need to mention, I could name names forever. There are so many people who have changed my life. But these are the ones who affect me the most directly and who have been there for me through everything. <3
